{"id":4080,"date":"2024-12-15T12:00:30","date_gmt":"2024-12-15T13:00:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/bremen\/?p=4080"},"modified":"2024-12-16T06:19:21","modified_gmt":"2024-12-16T07:19:21","slug":"changing-assumptions-a-december-diary","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/bremen\/2024\/12\/15\/changing-assumptions-a-december-diary\/","title":{"rendered":"Changing Assumptions: A December Diary"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>by Isabel Ames &#8217;26<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_4084\" style=\"width: 594px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-4084\" class=\"wp-image-4084 size-large\" src=\"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/bremen\/files\/2024\/12\/isabel-train-station--1024x763.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"584\" height=\"435\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/bremen\/files\/2024\/12\/isabel-train-station--1024x763.png 1024w, https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/bremen\/files\/2024\/12\/isabel-train-station--300x223.png 300w, https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/bremen\/files\/2024\/12\/isabel-train-station--768x572.png 768w, https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/bremen\/files\/2024\/12\/isabel-train-station--1536x1144.png 1536w, https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/bremen\/files\/2024\/12\/isabel-train-station--403x300.png 403w, https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/bremen\/files\/2024\/12\/isabel-train-station-.png 1756w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 584px) 100vw, 584px\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-4084\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">The central railway station after the rain, last week.<\/p><\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">Finding it difficult to communicate effectively in German, and trying every learning technique, I realize that in English I rarely say exactly what I mean. Language textbooks haven&#8217;t given me enough vocabulary to beat around the bush with. Realization number two: it is time to think in German. Picking up nuance, metaphor, and appropriate exaggeration within a new language can only come with experience and time. I focus on being big and brave and speaking directly, and quickly realize something else, embarassingly late in life: speaking directly makes most situations quite easier, regardless of language or culture.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_4093\" style=\"width: 334px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-4093\" class=\"wp-image-4093\" src=\"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/bremen\/files\/2024\/12\/isabel-weihnachten.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"324\" height=\"245\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-4093\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">At a Christmas concert in the Bremer Glocke.<\/p><\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">Shops are so accessible one must quickly accept better spending habits. Simultaneously, I attempt to speed run the re-evaluation and cleansing of what <em>desire<\/em> means. Every building is so old here, one must be somehow philosophical. There&#8217;s a bird making woody clicking sounds from the tree in front of my window. Someone kind had left a coffee machine when I moved into my room. This is a slightly unfortunate situation for my heart and cortisol levels. Everything ever is fixable with a hot coffee and the window wide open. Even when the cold is worst, this is my favorite seat. And the cold gets very cold. So far, in Bremen, I&#8217;ve bought yarn and needles, thread, two kinds of glue, watercolor paper, color block construction paper, mod-podge, string, and as many forms of fun little hooks as they sell at the Woolworth, all because I know when I sit by the window anything could become a necessity.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_4082\" style=\"width: 312px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-4082\" class=\"wp-image-4082\" src=\"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/bremen\/files\/2024\/12\/isabel-dickinson-room-1024x769.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"302\" height=\"230\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-4082\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Delaney and I preparing to leave the Dickinson room for the night.<\/p><\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">So maybe I still have work to do on the budgeting. Our stipend is generous and bea<span style=\"text-align: justify\">utiful but tragically doesn&#8217;t support being too silly with it. Later I will sit by the window and brainstorm ways to make money infinite, or something. I will find a 50-cent book at a flea market on the topic in its original German, and read it! Because I can do that now! I end up reading the strangest things cover to cover. A lot is justifiable if it includes practicing German. &#8220;Ich bin evangelisch!&#8221; (from the free public library) seems to be an advertisement for Christian education programs in public schools. It is not an interesting read. But it is in German, which freshman-year me would never have believed.<\/span><\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_4094\" style=\"width: 345px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-4094\" class=\"wp-image-4094\" src=\"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/bremen\/files\/2024\/12\/thumbnail_IMG_3443.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"335\" height=\"253\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/bremen\/files\/2024\/12\/thumbnail_IMG_3443.jpg 640w, https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/bremen\/files\/2024\/12\/thumbnail_IMG_3443-399x300.jpg 399w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 335px) 100vw, 335px\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-4094\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">My favorite foosball table in Bremen so far!<\/p><\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">My frustrations have changed. I finally know stupidity doesn&#8217;t exist, only old perspectives. I miss my cats. I have new enemies now. They are all either banks or online accounts. I draw or write something every day; if not I bring my journal to the bar. The window in my room is huge and lets me watch the sunsets. My neck hurts. I don&#8217;t really mind.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_4083\" style=\"width: 594px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-4083\" class=\"wp-image-4083 size-large\" src=\"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/bremen\/files\/2024\/12\/isabel-train-1024x767.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"584\" height=\"437\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/bremen\/files\/2024\/12\/isabel-train-1024x767.png 1024w, https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/bremen\/files\/2024\/12\/isabel-train-300x225.png 300w, https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/bremen\/files\/2024\/12\/isabel-train-768x575.png 768w, https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/bremen\/files\/2024\/12\/isabel-train-1536x1150.png 1536w, https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/bremen\/files\/2024\/12\/isabel-train-401x300.png 401w, https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/bremen\/files\/2024\/12\/isabel-train.png 1878w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 584px) 100vw, 584px\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-4083\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">View from the window of a regional train (nearly free with our student ticket!)<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>by Isabel Ames &#8217;26 Finding it difficult to communicate effectively in German, and trying every learning technique, I realize that in English I rarely say exactly what I mean. 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