{"id":122,"date":"2021-02-07T15:21:53","date_gmt":"2021-02-07T20:21:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/lgbtqhistoryandliterature\/?p=122"},"modified":"2021-02-07T15:21:53","modified_gmt":"2021-02-07T20:21:53","slug":"gender-identity-in-diving-into-the-wreck","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/lgbtqhistoryandliterature\/2021\/02\/07\/gender-identity-in-diving-into-the-wreck\/","title":{"rendered":"Gender Identity in &#8220;Diving into the Wreck&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cDiving Into The Wreck,\u201d a poem penned by Adrienne Rich, seems in my view to be grappling with the complexity of identity; and more specifically gender identity. It\u2019s an exploration of self that culminates in the speaker\u2019s discovery of a mermaid following a journey through the wreckage of a traumatized mind. While the truth of the speaker\u2019s identity lies somewhere beneath this wreckage, but the speaker doesn\u2019t even know where to start, or even what they are looking for until they find it.<\/p>\n<p>Diving into the wreck, in this case, is really meant to mean that the speaker is diving through the wreckage of their own mind in order to look for self-actualization and validation. It is an entirely introspective journey, as evidenced by these lines from the third stanza, which say, \u201cand there is no one\/to tell me when the ocean\/will begin\u201d (Rich, lines 31-33). It\u2019s a journey of self-exploration, with the vast ocean serving as the mind and the various wreckage serving as the trauma and self-doubt that stands in the way of self-discovery. The journey is made that much more significant by the fact that it is a journey only the speaker themselves can take.<\/p>\n<p>Because the speaker\u2019s assigned gender and general appearance are each left ambiguous, the reader has no idea how similar or different their inner persona (\u201cthe mermaid\u201d) is from their outward persona (\u201cthe speaker\u201d). However, because it is buried in this deep wreckage, it is clear that this mermaid was being hidden for a long time, as evidenced by the mermaid\u2019s description as a worn-down figure, \u201cwhose drowned face sleeps with open eyes\/whose breasts still bear the stress\/whose silver, copper, vermeil cargo lies\/obscurely inside barrels\/half-wedged and left to rot\u201d (Rich, lines 78-82). Because of the discrimination that transgender people face, and the lack of acceptance they often receive for their identities, it\u2019s not a stretch to presume that perhaps the speaker, subjectively or perhaps even intentionally, buried the mermaid deep within the subconscious and away from the hurt and trauma that wounded them in an attempt to protect themselves, even though they knew it would make them unhappy. In that context it is easy to understand the lines, \u201cI am she: I am he\u201d (Rich, line 77) and \u201cWe are, I am, you are\u201d (Rich, line 87) as ruminations on the speaker\u2019s gender identity.<\/p>\n<p>Furthermore, the final stanza of the poem can be understood as the speaker and the mermaid finally taking action to resolve the dissonance they feel despite being one and the same. When the speaker concludes the poem by saying \u201cWe are, I am, you are\/by cowardice or courage\/the one who find our way\/back to this scene\/carrying a knife, a camera\/a book of myths\/in which\/our names do not appear.\u201d (Rich, lines 87-94) it is clear that a change is imminent. To anyone familiar with the concept of dead names, the lines \u201ca book of myths\/in which\/our names do not appear.\u201d stands out in particular. For someone in the transgender community, a change in name to better suit their inner self is a way to cast aside the artificial identity they had constructed before and finally be themselves. As such, this line signifies that the speaker can ignore this \u201cmermaid\u201d no longer, and at long last they are finally going to become one, as they were always meant to be, and will face all the good and the bad that will come along with it in hopes of living as a more genuine self.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cDiving Into The Wreck,\u201d a poem penned by Adrienne Rich, seems in my view to be grappling with the complexity of identity; and more specifically gender identity. It\u2019s an exploration of self that culminates in the speaker\u2019s discovery of a mermaid following a journey through the wreckage of a traumatized mind. While the truth of &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/lgbtqhistoryandliterature\/2021\/02\/07\/gender-identity-in-diving-into-the-wreck\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Gender Identity in &#8220;Diving into the Wreck&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4636,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[169398],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-122","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-2021-blog-post"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/lgbtqhistoryandliterature\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/122","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/lgbtqhistoryandliterature\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/lgbtqhistoryandliterature\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/lgbtqhistoryandliterature\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4636"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/lgbtqhistoryandliterature\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=122"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/lgbtqhistoryandliterature\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/122\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/lgbtqhistoryandliterature\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=122"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/lgbtqhistoryandliterature\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=122"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/lgbtqhistoryandliterature\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=122"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}