{"id":2294,"date":"2014-12-14T21:31:34","date_gmt":"2014-12-15T02:31:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/dadsjourneyhome.wordpress.com\/?p=57"},"modified":"2014-12-14T21:31:34","modified_gmt":"2014-12-15T02:31:34","slug":"a-little-personal-reflection","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogs.dickinson.edu\/wrpg211\/2014\/12\/14\/a-little-personal-reflection\/","title":{"rendered":"A little personal reflection\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>As I sit in the library preparing for my\u00a0final exams, all I can think about is that in 3 weeks I will be on a plane on my way to London. This semester I have shared my dad&#8217;s wonderful story with you all and his joyful reunion with family. However, I have yet to meet everyone. As anxious as I am to meet my &#8216;new&#8217; extended family, I am also incredibly nervous. It&#8217;s a strange idea for me to wrap my\u00a0head around. I have always been close with my moms &#8216;side of the family&#8217;, every holiday and birthday with grandma, grandpa, aunts, uncles and cousins. So now, two decades into my life, I&#8217;m about to meet another set of grandma, aunts, uncles and cousins. Pretty intense, huh?<\/p>\n<p>This is not the first time I have thought about this. When my dad first contacted his birth mother, it was about 10 years ago. So for\u00a0years I have hoped and dreamed that one day I would be able to meet my UK family. However, last March, when this\u00a0dream became more of a reality, my nerves began to set in. My brain started\u00a0to flood with fears of what they might think of me, and questions of what\u00a0they would be like.<\/p>\n<p>When it comes down to it, whether I have known these people my whole life or not, they are still family. They are not only family, but they are a group of people who so instantly and graciously welcomed my dad into their lives. So, instead of getting caught up in my own anxieties, for the next 3 weeks, as I count down the days, I will think about how <em>amazing<\/em> it is that two decades into my life I will finally be meeting &#8216;dad&#8217;s side of the family&#8217;.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/dadsjourneyhome.files.wordpress.com\/2014\/12\/73236785050816161214.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone  wp-image-77\" src=\"https:\/\/dadsjourneyhome.files.wordpress.com\/2014\/12\/73236785050816161214.png?w=45&#038;h=18\" alt=\"73236785050816161214\" width=\"45\" height=\"18\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/dadsjourneyhome.files.wordpress.com\/2014\/12\/749313886420816161214.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone  wp-image-78\" src=\"https:\/\/dadsjourneyhome.files.wordpress.com\/2014\/12\/749313886420816161214.png?w=234&#038;h=68\" alt=\"749313886420816161214\" width=\"234\" height=\"68\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>  <a rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"http:\/\/feeds.wordpress.com\/1.0\/gocomments\/dadsjourneyhome.wordpress.com\/57\/\"><img decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\" border=\"0\" src=\"http:\/\/feeds.wordpress.com\/1.0\/comments\/dadsjourneyhome.wordpress.com\/57\/\" \/><\/a> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" alt=\"\" border=\"0\" src=\"https:\/\/pixel.wp.com\/b.gif?host=dadsjourneyhome.wordpress.com&#038;blog=75366687&#038;%23038;post=57&#038;%23038;subd=dadsjourneyhome&#038;%23038;ref=&#038;%23038;feed=1\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>As I sit in the library preparing for my&nbsp;final exams, all I can think about is that in 3 weeks I will be on a plane on my way to London. 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