I must admit that I had high expectations for the National Gallery, but from the majority of paintings I saw I can say that my expectations were not met. Monet and his impressionism simply had no affect on me. His work just seemed very dull/boring. In Pitmen Painters it was said that art itself doesn’t have an affect on someone, but it is the relationship between that person and a particular piece of artwork which creates meaning. However, I had no connection with Monet in any of his works; there was just aesthetic value in it.
This lack of feeling was not just with works of Monet. Paul Cezanne’s “An Old Woman with a Rosary” tried to show despair and a need for help. But staring at it, I could see or feel any of that. It was just a portrait of an old woman to me. Cornelis van Haarlem’s “Two Followers of Cadmus devoured by a Dragon,” though graphic, seemed like something I would see in a fantasy novel.
However, there were two paintings in particular I enjoyed quite a bit. Both dealt with the concept of “memento mori” (Latin: “Remember you are mortal.”) The first was Frans Hals’ “Young Man holding a Skull.” The name of the painting is self-explanatory as to what it shows, but if you dig deeper you can see it as a “reminder of the transience of life and the certainty of death.” It was simple and to the point; the reminder is hauntingly felt. The second piece was Jan Jansz. Treck’s “Vanitas Still Life.” The painting was “intended to cause the viewer to reflect on the inevitability of mortality and the consequent foolishness of all human ambition.” It succeeded very well in accomplishing this objective. In the painting itself, a skull is used to represent death, an hourglass is used to represent time, a helmet to represent war/death, musical instruments, a pipe and other items used to represent the joys of living. What I found most interesting regarding the piece was a title-page of a play entitled “Evil is its own reward.” It was the title of the play which caught me off guard as I wasn’t sure what Treck meant by it. Of course (as Pitmen Painters pointed out), it only matters what I think it means and not what he intended it to mean.
I am sure the concept of memento mori does not sit well with many people. After all, who likes to think about death, especially your own death? People tend to avoid thinking about death because they see it as a life-denying force; you cannot enjoy the things in life if you are dead. Treck’s “Vanitas Still Life” wants to show how every action we take is idiotic since we all die in the end (a concept related to memento mori); and it is very easy to see life as pointless in that light. Such a bleak and dark picture is life-denying. Yet memento mori can be seen in another light. Being reminded of one’s own mortality is not a life-denying force, but a life-affirming one. Think of the translated phrase itself: Remember you are mortal. It is a reminder that you will die; it’s inevitable and there is nothing you can do about it. So why worry about dying? Everyday people see themselves as how they would like to be, how they wish they did this or that, how they wish that could say this or that to someone. Memento mori is a concept telling you to act, to live and to do what you want because of the FACT that you are going to die; you only have one life so truly appreciate it by actually living and do not hold yourself back. It’s not worth it to pretend that you can’t do this or that when the only thing really stopping you from acting is you. So the next time you get worried about something silly just remember memento mori. Getting a bad grade, starting a conversation with someone at the bar, bumming a cigarette, whatever it is that you worry about just remember that in the grand scheme of things it doesn’t really matter…so why not act?